Niev. 19. Germany.
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Recently I have the feeling that my head is magical. Because sometimes I think, that I have sooo much time. While I also am rushing towards so many things.
Graduation. University. Moving out. Saying Goodbye. GROWING UP.
I feel like am rushing towards all this with an enormous speed. Unstoppable, just like in the movie. But I still manage to feel so slow. How? That’s irrational, right?
It seems that I want to be slow, so that I can think of a way to slow down what is going on around me. All these things that are happening are scary. I am afraid of not going to school and not see the people I always see. Still no reason for my head to play tricks on me. Such a baddy.
One great part of me wants all this to happen as fast as possible. It wants to escape this place, this area and experience something new. But another tiny, tiny part is scared as hell. I am not good at letting go. Can’t I keep the good parts and just get rid of the bad? If I try to imagine the life that lays ahead, I see nothing but a big Institute full of strangers and me all alone among them. I don’t remember wanting that! But I remember the Truman Doctrine, when president Truman set forth a policy on the 12th of March 1947…. oops.
Well, coming back to what I was saying : I suck at moving on.
I imagine all these ropes that I was holding on to until now. My friends, my family and the place I grew up in. The school I spent most of my life in. And all my life I was not aware of hoe firmly my grasp on these ropes was. Now my hands are wounded because I can’t let go of those that pull away from me. Almost feeling the pain of the flesh that must be hurt by the force of the wind, taking away the old ropes. But I also can feel new ropes moving towards me. Who said that I wanted new ones? Ah yes, Life’s not about WANT’s but HAVE TO’s.
You’d wonder what good it does to me to hurt longer than I have to. Well, being stupidly loving is kinda inconvenient!
Persistence comes in handy sometimes. But not now. I know that I will have too accept the changes. Sooner or later. Cause that’s how life works. So I’m gonna be tough.
(Please let me keep all the ones I love.)
All Good Things Come To An End
Last couple of months I mostly spended by listening to this Band :
KRAFTKLUB.
To all who do not know them it is to say, that this band is hopefully going to be all over german radio/stages for the next years.
Aber jetzt mal auf Deutsch. Ich muss zugeben, dass ich auf der EinsLIVE-Krone zum ersten mal von dieser Band gehört habe und mich im nachhinein so dermaßen geschämt habe, so ignorant gewesen zu sein! Jetzt mal ohne Spass : Die sind gut.
Und zwar so gut dass alle Konzerte ausverkauft sind und ich sie dehalb schon fast wieder scheisse finde. Mit witzigen und selbstironischen Texten zwingt die genreübergreifende(und das erfolgreich!) Band quasi zum abgehen, zum tanzen. Die Jungs haben es mir beonders aufgrund ihrer Ostdeutschen Herkunft angetan. Jetzt fragt man sich natürlich : Warum? Ostdeutschland hat ja keinen besonders guten Ruf. Man sieht sich nur mal die große Wäherschaft der NPD an. Genauso trist die Rückbleibsel des SED-Staates. Aber der Osten ist so schön!Weimar, Leipzig, Halle und ganz bestimmt auch Chemnitz, die Heimat der Band. Ich bin der festen Überzeugung dass die Menschen dort drüben genau so cool und spaßig sein müssen wie die Jungs von Kraftklub. Die Ossis sind bestimmt viel netter als man glaubt. Guckt euch doch mal Clueso & Band an! Herzallerliebst oder? Zurück zum Thema. Kraftklub imponiert mit frechem ostdeutschen Charme. Basta.
Sollte jeder hören. Sehr zu empfehlen ist zum Beispiel “Ritalin/Medikenet” oder “Deine Lieblingsband”. Es gibt meiner Meinung nach nur einen Song der scheisse ist. Und der heisst “Juppe”. So ohne Text ist die Aufmachen und das Arrangement ziemlich super, besonders die Einbindung des Keyboards. Aber der Text ist so arschig-unsympathisch dass er fast schon wieder lustig ist. Aber nur fast. Aber wie heisst es doch so schön? “Ich kann vergeben, doch nicht vergessen!” Mann ist Bushido scheisse.Egal.
Also ab Heute ist dank mir hochoffiziell und absolut sicher, dass KRAFTKLUB eine weitere Oase für die deutsche Musikszene sind. (Für weitere Oasen zum glücklich sein höre Clueso und Casper)
Aus Langeweile kleb ich halbe
Gummitierchen an die Scheibe
Clueso, Heiligtum & Gott.
Hangin’ in the house all day and feeling massively tired is a strange thing.
Hell, this is so irritating! And fun :D
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Y’ know what? I decided on something.
I am gonna do an internship during my holidays. Yes, yes, yes.
And you know something else? I am aiming for VISIONS.
For those who are ignorant enough to be unknowing :
VISIONS is an incredibly good music magazine in Germany. And that’s what I wanna do. Journalism & music. Best combination I can think of. I am so excited! And nervous. And sad if I’ll fail. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Hope I’ll be lucky!
Let’s wish on all the stars. In Tokyo. Or Dublin. Whatever.
Owasumina-sai ! ♥
I ♥ wearing Sarees.
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I miss you, London.
me neither.
First you believe that this is an amazing project,which can change people and the way we approach problems.
But then I read some critics and how the US aim is the Ugandan resources and how Kony has not been sighted in Uganda for the last 5 years. And what about the Ugandan government? What does it think of the campaign? Is it even supportive?
I do not know what to think- How can this impressive and obviously good project be a fraud? Have the Americans already turned into such monsters?
I hope not. I hope this is real. And if it is not, I really need to overthink my atitude towards humans
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